


Oh Heck

Ghost Adventures Bingo

Ghost Adventures is a show where a gas station goth shows you how brave and strong he is by screaming at very spooky dark places and only showing fear sometimes. I reccomend the early seasons, 1-3 are pretty gold.
GHOST THEORIES
● Aron is not losing weight rapidly because he is possesed by Bobby Macy's ghost, Zak gave him a tapeworm to slim him down and weaken him.
● Zak is on a quest for a ghost wife
● Zak and Aron may be lovers
● They often take stimulants or something psychoactive before lockdown
I'll add more when i remember them
Pokémon GO!

I always forget where the "t" goes on that dang logo
F.A.T. City Workshop
How Difficult Can This Be? - The F.A.T City Workshop
Amazing, incredible work. It really shines a light on how kids end up getting treated in school by adults who think they know better. The end reads “Learning Disabilities: The real challenge is educating those who don’t have one!”. Amazing work, I have never seen things like this explained so clearly, this man looks stressed. Darker circles I have yet to see on such a nice seeming person. Richard D Lavoie has all my respect.
I’m sure if you watch this something will hit close to home. I mean eye contact is a big thing for allot of people, and he makes a good point with that being misused when scolding kids. Dysnomia is something I struggle with but until now lacked words for (haha) … really though I lose my words and can’t find em. Talking takes about all my focus and I think it is part of the reason it is hard. I feel very slow in conversation, sometimes downright retarded, I understand what is going on but I get stuck, I feel sorry for the person trying to talk to me, oof. Can’t type and talk, can’t safely hold a good conversation driving, heck if it is a bad day it feels like I will forget the words for every detail about myself/things around me. Words come out strange and unorganized, they are really slippery and like to hide, I cling onto vague language and metaphors because that is easier to grab. Idk I’m not trying to get weird or dumpy, I just think this is a great watch if you had to suffer the public school system as a kid. It wasn’t your fault it was hard sometimes.
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Look!
Its on YouTube! You got no excuse! Its like only an hour! Its funny! Go now!
some spooky horrible mangaka/manga recommendations for you !


Kanako Inuki
Spice Level: Tasty Mild
warnings: really I can't remember anything too bad in it, ig there is a pedo type fella but it dosn't get dirty just strange. The gore is nice but not terribly graphic.
I picked this up last April as a birthday gift to myself (along with some GoodNight PunPun but thats a rant for another time) this is a treat! Kanako Inuki gets called the Queen of Horror Manga for a reason. There are not many female mangaka doing good horror like this, and it comes off as so fluffy and bizzare. By far the easiest read on this list, it is a collection of short stories mostly centered around youth and ideas of existential dread. I think there is an anime for it but i have yet to get my hands on it so i wont speak on that. Her art is so wonderful, I am such a sucker for bug eyed creeps and ghhh screen tone textures gaah. read it.

Hideshi Hino
Spice Level: MMM KINDA SPICY
warnings: this one is also tame plot wise, just silly, the gore might bother people more with this one though but you can handle a little spice, it looks real nice.
Another big big name that loves bug eyed creeps. I see a theme now, maybe an explination for why I like drawing pingpong balls for eyes. Now we are getting into some real Ero-Guro, not too bad, this is like baby's first Ero-Guro, more Guro than Ero. Im babbling. The atmosphere and hard ink, so so nice. Yes this one has a good deal more gore and it is nothin but yummy eye candy. Also Hidesh Hino has a talent for fun wacky plots, boarderline stupid, I love it. It is easy to fall down a rabbit hole of his work. if you like stupid spooky gore read it!

Suehiro Maruo
Spice Level: I'm Double Fisting Gallons of Whole Milk, Help
warnings: everything, gore obviously but uh rape, pedo shit, puppy killing also. bad bad. It will just ruin your day.
You know how I said I would try to stop before getting close to feel-bad hentai, I guess I lied again, but how can you talk about horror manga especially Ero-Guro without talking about Suehiro Maruo's work. He is very very talented but also sick to the point of concern at times. I don't even know what to say about it man. He is the Ero-Guro King. Reading his work feels kinda like browsing rekt on 4chan, it makes me feel like shit. HOWEVER I will defend this media's right to exsist, it is art, there is allot of passion put into it. His style shaped a genre of realistic dark satire. It has stuff to say about the evil in people. It takes allot to box up a part of yourself to give to others even when it is ugly. Oh man this is ugly. I think his work is best taken as saterical and cautionary. Often it is refrencing old 1920s Japan, delusional isolation, abuse of power, people's selfish nature to destroy nice things, the breaking point you get to when made to suffer endlessly, devils walking the earth in human clothes. Dumbfucks on tumblr who want to fuck bandaid man don't get it, there is a point to the ugly that seperates this from just being a shlock shock hentai.
Now talking about Shōjo Tsubaki, it also gets called Mr. Arashi's Amazing Freak Show, it is so damn sad. So damn sad. Any jokes seem to just be there to twist the knife around. Good things do not happen even if Midori begins to suffer less. Cruelty seems to be the main theme like in allot of his stuff. There is an anime adaption that i can't belive got made, Midori: The Girl in the Freak Show by Hiroshi Harada, should still be easy to find on the web, the production was hell i heard. They did a good job for what it is. There is a recent live action one but i havn't seen it yet, unsure if i will, i don't feel good about it. Wrong hands maybe. The only love you will find in Maruo's work is in the dedicated hands making it. idk if you should read it, I'm not tellin you to with this one I just need to mention it because it is a classic and so strange.
Cleanin Cleanin, This Code is Messy

EDIT: that link might be acting lame, idk it might be a neocities issue and no it is not my voice!! I'm too shy!
Worried I'm Slipping

Fun Fact: My phone has been broke for ehh a month now and I'm having some kindof mental block keeping me from fixing it. It feels like Pandora's box.
Fun Fact: I'm broke beyond reason but the Sam Hyde mentality of debtmaxxing is working well for me. I recommend it for you.
Fun Fact: I forget other people read this sometimes so this is mostly me talking to myself guys. Yeah I have a dairy too ig but this is more fun.
Fun Fact: Shit is getting so fucking loud recently it has made me unable to focus on projects and thats a bummer because there is so much to do.
Fun Fact: I am smoking too many cigars and now have chest pain, thats stressful to think about so I smoke more. What a puzzle. Im real smart.
Fun Fact: I wish it was easier to talk to people and not sound like a moron or a lunatic.
Fun Fact: I have a problem with interactions, so best just avoid them completely.
There Will Be Blood (2007)

SNOW DAY

We are on the cusp of great change

Feeling Like Dirt

A prayer comes to mind. I read Cat's Cradle a few months ago, I cant remember if I have before. Back in highschool or something. I like this part. Pages don't normally make me cry but see;
God made mud.
God got lonesome.
So God said to some of the mud, "Sit up!"
"See all I've made," said God, "the hills, the sea, the sky, the stars."
And I was some of the mud that got to sit up and look around.
Lucky me, lucky mud.
I, mud, sat up and saw what a nice job God had done.
Nice going, God.
Nobody but you could have done it, God!
I certainly couldn't have.
I feel very unimportant compared to You.
The only way I can feel the least bit important is to think of all the mud that didn't even get to sit up and look around.
I got so much, and most mud got so little.
Thank you for the honor!
Now mud lies down again and goes to sleep.
What memories for mud to have!
What interesting other kinds of sitting-up mud I met!
I loved everything I saw!
Good night.
I will go to heaven now.
I can hardly wait...
To find out for certain what my wampeter was...
And who was in my karass...
And all the good things our karass did for you.
Amen."
-Kurt Vonnegut
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8.19.2024 

Welcome to my smelly crypt, I'm freshly undead so forgive the bugs. I gotta go get some milk but I'll be back with some goodies so wait here.
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